questions from smash.

Ask mo lang from smash's blog. i am still on my desk. i am waiting for my husband because we had an agreement yesterday that he will help me with my things. fyi. today is my last day of work here at poot! poot! and i still have my personal files, pillow, flower pot, mirror, etc... to bring home. so while waiting for him; obviously he is late as always!, i will borrow your blog post, ok.

Sumisinga ka ba sa daan?
dont remember myself doing that.

Nakikinig ka ba sa homily?
yes. and how i wish my companion or enemy is also listening para matamaan siya. but there are times that i wish di sila nakikinig para hindi naman ako ang matamaan.

Radio or tv?
radio may be. i seldom watch tv program.

Saan mo inuubos ang sweldo mo?
gatas at diaper.

What was the last thing you did for the first time?
huh, babalikan kita ok. la pa ko maisip e.

The longest walk you can remember?
everything to me is a long walk. malimit akong maligaw e.

Where would you prefer to live, here or in the US?
philippines.

Are you underrated or overrated?
underrate sa sweldo. overrate sa trabaho.

Ang pinakaayaw mong marinig na salitang Tagalog ay?
p*t&%@ !#a

Lagi mong inaayos 24/7?
hair ko. pahagod-hagod kahit tulog.

May ipon ka ba?
yes. but maybe by the time my husband discover that there is a thing called blogspot, ubos na siguro.

Nagmumura ka ba sa harapan ng magulang mo?
hindi.

Mahabang baba o malapad na noo?
bwahaha. mahabang baba always!

Do you pray in English or Tagalog?
english sa umpisa hanggang sa nahahaluan na ng tagalog tapos di ko na namamalayan, nakatulog na pala ako.

Sa anong bagay mo ayaw na ayaw maistorbo?
conceptualizing marketing plans.

Anong gusto mong gawin sa buhay mo simula ngayon?
magkaroon ng peace of mind.

Ilang layers ang bilbil mo?
bakit dalawa?!?

Ang mango shake ba nahihinog pa?
i dont like mango shake so i dont know.

May lupa kaya ang chocnut?
smash says "Wala. Titirikan yun ng shanties ng mga squatters kung meron." - nice answer!

Bakit mahilig magpaingles ingles ang mga Pinoy?
ha! pasikat!

and i remember everything.  that wedding thing really makes my stupid heart ache. 

ha!  why am i limiting myself from writing when i am perfectly confident that only dream_smasher knows my true identity  (this is likewise a reminder dream_smasher that you better be good to me, hehe).

anyway, for purposes of reading something when i am 50 years old na or when i have mastered the courage of sharing  this to my two boys and my husband, i will continue.

i dreamt of my wedding.  i dont want any event coordinator to meddle simply because it was by all accounts my big day.  i wrote the programme.  i wrote the misalette.  i made the design of the invitation.  i bought chimes and dressed them with cute doves/figurine couple... i stop now because i am only punishing myself.  two years have passed and let bad memories be lessons in life and nothing more period.

so confirming that i cant talk about it because:  a.  very agonizing experience; b.  just tired of typing;  c.  be elusive, indefinite and uncertain of my feelings;  d. none of the above;  e.  (what i fear most) all of the above.

on beer and love.

beer doesnt have the answers to problems.  it only puts worries on hold. 
-does my husband understand this?

the opposite of love is not hate, but not give a damn.
-do i give a damn?  or does he?  or anybody?

 

 

unwanted wants (or otherwise)

i want the following:
1.     a body scrub
2.     a foot therapy
3.     an underarm treatment
4.     a cameo pendant at oro y plata worth P17,000 but today is 40% off

but i simply cant have them because:
1.     i feel so guilty. 
2.     not the necessity.
3.     too vain.
4.     throw money just that-

reasons for having them:
1.     gift for myself. 
2.     i deserve a treat.
3.     i need these treatments and accessory for added self confidence.

what now?!? i still dont know.

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so preoccupied doing nothing important. just waiting for 630pm.

the most beautiful letter ever -

14 July 2004


Bleep Bleep
Toot Toot
Wang Wang Wang

Dear Bleep Bleep:

The purpose of this letter is to inform you of my resignation as Beep Beep! of Wang Wang Wang, effective 14 August 2004, thirty days (30) from the above date.

I want to express my gratitude for a rewarding professional association which I gradually developed during my employment with Wang Wang Wang.

This decision was not an easy one and involved many days of thoughtful consideration, particularly with respect to my plans for the future. I am confident, however, that this choice represents a positive move toward fulfilling my career goals and promotes the best interest of my family.

I would greatly appreciate obtaining your respect in regard to my decision to move on.

My main thoughts now are to work efficiently at wrapping up my current responsibilities and to hand over my tasks as smoothly as possible.

I wish Wang Wang Wang continued success, and again, I thank you for allowing me to be a part of your team.

Sincerely yours,




ladybug




Cc
Psst
Zzzz

Pre-empted career move

i have sss loan. my monthly amortization starts on july 2004. i have no plans of surrendering the small sss voucher to our hr because i foresee myself as leaving this company over a more generous and healthy group.

just after having my merienda break, i went to our hr with a small piece of voucher. my expectation failed me.

off myer

her name, as i predicted, is not mylen but is uglier. so pretentious and conceited - myer. the travel agency she works for is located in malate, thus, you can expect her to appreciate the noise and moves of that place. unfortunately, she doesnt look that exciting. she looks so off. she is like one freshwater pearl mingling with the more alluring and authentic south sea pearl.

and i hate her giggle.

mylen, the girl

i had the chance to talk with mylen, my husband's girl. I called her using our company's phone. we talked for more than an hour.

should i believe her?

1. she met my husband through a friend.
2. she works at a travel agency.
3. she is not apple's friend. apple is a girl working in a nightclub at timog.
4. "put it that way," she said, "i am only flirting with him."
5. they had coffee last wednesday. his treat.
6. she knows my name and my kids'. she knows almost everything- my family, socip, my husband's projects, ninong, the sabay, the baon...etc...
7. she always end her text message with "I love you" (to my husband) because she loves him period.
8. she doesn't care if my husband is already committed.
9. "kayang-kaya kong agawin ang asawa mo kung gugustuhin ko talaga."
10. they communicate alot.